Wednesday, September 2, 2009

I am scared!

So tomorrow I have an ultrasound. I will be 16 weeks and 2 days. The tech said she should be able to see the gender. I am scared to find out, no terrified! I am trying to tell myself its ok either way, which I know it is, really I do! But I keep remembering my grandma saying you haven't lived until you have a girl. Well, I want my girl so I can be done!! But I really don't know what to do with a gril after having three boys. I am worried I will be scared if its a girl and sort of ripped off its a boy! RIght before my u/s with J I had decided that I really wanted a boy instead of a girl like I had been hoping for. I know I am supposed to hope that my baby is healthy and has 10 fingers and 10 toes, which I do, but I am worried about the gender! DH wants a girl more than I do I think! So does my mom and probably his mom too! My sister wants one more than all of us I think! What if its a boy and people are disappointed? . . . . . . What if I am disappointed?

3 comments:

*Kristyn*Maia*Mekai* said...

Wellll ? ? ?

Pink or blue !

generationsgoneby said...

So, just don't find out. That's what we did.

Melis said...

:-D I have to point out how cute it is that you make and sell (adorable!) tutus and have 4 boys. *giggle*! I think 4 boys is awesome!